I’ve been deep in the undoing.
Shedding old ideas of success, of safety, of who I thought I had to be.
& for the first time in a long time I am calling something in.
Because there is finally space for it to land.
I’ve cleared the cobs webs.
I’ve danced in the darkness.
My truth — it doesn’t scare me anymore.
So today I celebrate. By dreaming big. By declaring what it is I want more than anything.
By feeling all the way to my toesss how delicious life could be for me, if I could just believe it was possible.
& no, I’m not just talking about peace or joy, money or success.
But instead a life where those things?
— come easefully.
A life — where good things happen. all the time.
& where I even expect them to (gasp).
A life — where my work is fueled by passion. by excitment. Where I am so lit up by what I do that I don’t give a flying f what anyone thinks.
A life — where all versions of me & parts of me have a seat at the table. The mother the daughter the businesswoman the wife the sister the friend the healer the child.
A life — where I am truly fullly wholeheartedly satisfied in who I am, how I show up in the world, what I create & what I contribute.
A life — where I am no longer trapped in my own mind, bound by my own limits or dimming my own light.
This moon?
Is my shift from one timeline to another.
From believing in the worst —
— to believing in the best.
Like, good things get to happen to me.
& life is allowed to feel soft + warm + safe.
&& I don’t have to force or perform to be worthy of what I want.
It may not be as glamorous as what others are calling in under this new moon, but I can’t think of any thing else I need more than feeling (& truly believing) like life is on my side.
To planting new seeds <3
Xx Emma
Everything you have written resonates with me. I deeply desire to give less f's about what people think so I can live a life that feels right for me.